1. How important is it to be important to someone?
2. How much does it matter to be number one in someone’s life?
3. How to get rid of the fears and insecurities?
4. How to explain them to someone?
5. How to forgive?
6. How to let go of the past?
7. How to not let the past affect your present?
8. How to love unconditionally?
9. How to love through the pain?
10. How to kill your pride and bow down to love?
11. How to fill the hole in my chest?
12. How to stop the tears from falling?
13. How to mend my broken heart?
14. How to stop thinking about you?
15. How to stop loving you?
16. How to let go?
and in the burst of light that blinded every angel as if the sky had blown the heavens into starts you felt the gravity of tempered grace falling into empty space no on there to catch you in their arms
Saturday, April 7, 2012
Saturday, February 11, 2012
Decoding Adam!
I've had my fair share of encounters with the male species, directly or indirectly. I've never encountered a more confused gene composition than them. For the lack of a better comparison, I think a dog would be better to have around. I won't doubt that most men feel the same way about women. From random conversations, I know they think that women are complex. I'll agree! But at least in the matters of the heart (read love) when we love a man we have the courage to stand up to that and hold on to it versus letting it go. When we truly feel for a guy and kiss him, we mean it. Not wake up the next morning to apologize. Apology means regret and we don't regret kissing you. We don't think you deserve better because we know we're the best for you. We don't go around boy hopping till we find the one that stands between splitting our life into before and after. Yes, we obsess over loosing you. We're an insecure species. Its a gene defect!! Yes we think about you all the time. Yes we get jealous. Yes we become selfish in wanting to spend more time with you, only because we want to convert each moment spent into a memorable memory to recall when you're not around.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Alive
You smile, you're alive
You fear, you're alive
You cry, you're alive
You worry, you're alive
You dance, you're alive
You laugh, you're alive
You feel, you're alive
You breathe, you're alive
You love, you're alive
You live, you're alive
You fear, you're alive
You cry, you're alive
You worry, you're alive
You dance, you're alive
You laugh, you're alive
You feel, you're alive
You breathe, you're alive
You love, you're alive
You live, you're alive
wishes
Wish I had hugged you longer
Wish I had held you tighter
Wish I had said the many things
That were running through my head
Wish I had turned around
Wish I stood the chance
Wish I had held you tighter
Wish I had said the many things
That were running through my head
Wish I had turned around
Wish I stood the chance
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Dear Heart!
Dear Heart,
Do not fall in love ever!!! You'll hurt yourself and break into a million pieces. And a million pieces are not easy to fix. The scars left behind will be there forever. They will nudge everytime a memory resurfaces, everytime you hear a familiar song or pass by a familiar restaurant and everytime that happens grief will come over you like never before. Even smiling at another heart's joy will hurt you. You and i will both turn into bitter, spiteful people.
I promise you that i will never let you get hurt and you have to promise me the same.
xoxoxoxo
Do not fall in love ever!!! You'll hurt yourself and break into a million pieces. And a million pieces are not easy to fix. The scars left behind will be there forever. They will nudge everytime a memory resurfaces, everytime you hear a familiar song or pass by a familiar restaurant and everytime that happens grief will come over you like never before. Even smiling at another heart's joy will hurt you. You and i will both turn into bitter, spiteful people.
I promise you that i will never let you get hurt and you have to promise me the same.
xoxoxoxo
Friday, April 8, 2011
everything is different...nothing will ever be the same again...i cannot seem to get the image of you and her out of my head...it keeps rewinding itself in my brain playing over and over and over again...the hole in my lungs is still there and so is the immense pain...but my body has become numb to that...the only signs of my hurting is the occasional tear...
Sunday, June 20, 2010
always be there
the sound of the piano fills my ears through the speakers. i cannot describe the way it makes me feel. chaos and peace within me at the same time. when i close my eyes to the sound, the last one year rewinds itself. i find myself standing at the point at which it all began; staring at something that is beyond me. and although i cannot see anything i know i’m looking at you through the blinding light. someday you’ll walk forward and take my outstretched palm into yours and pull me close. someday you’ll see the love and it will fill you like it has filled me. you too will hear the symphony of the piano. life will rewind itself and you’ll find yourself standing at the point at which it all began; staring at something beyond yourself. i’ll wait for that day to take your hand in mine. life is a circle. you will have to reach the starting point of the circumference. don’t be afraid to come back. i’ll still be there, i promise.
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