There is a power failure again but i don't have the inclination to light a candle. Instead i light a cigarette. I seem to like the darkness and the eerie silence it brings along. It is windy outside. My mind has begun playing tricks with me. Some sound to my right, i turn and look but there's nothing. I turn back to my original position. I strain my ears to catch the slightest sound or movement. My heart is pounding hard. There is a tingling sensation at the bottom of my gut and i can't figure out why. Shit! i'm not alone, there is somebody else in the house. I toss my cigarette into the bin at my feet and slowly rise from my seat, trying not to create any sound. But i guess i'm too late. I can already feel someone behind me and it's close enough because i can hear it breathing. I muster all the courage in my bones and turn around and almost laugh to myself with relief because in the sparce moonlight i see your face.

When things aren't the same anymore

Wonderful memories are all that's left behind

Especially because

The things we did together

Are impossible to forget....

Reminder

i don't like the rains anymore
'cause they remind me of you
i don't like that car anymore
'cause it reminds me of you
i don't like giving head massages anymore
'cause it reminds me of you
i don't look at my rough fingers anymore
'cause they remind me of you
i don't like looking at myself in the mirror anymore
'cause it reminds me of you...

It rains only in the nights now and that's when i miss you the most. You love the rain, you love getting drenched in the rain. I love the rain too but i prefer to stay inside and watch. That's one difference, you'd say. I'd say there are more. But does it matter? Do these differences matter? What have i been trying to do? How could i be so stupid? I was trying to make you fall in love with me. I cannot do that. Nobody can make anyone fall in love with them.

Now i know why they say love turns you world upside down
Now i know why they say its only when you fall in love that it lasts forever
When love enters your life in unimaginable ways
It lightens your nights
And even your days
Love makes you patient
Love makes you kind
They say love is everywhere
But why can't i find
The infinity of its happiness
The intensity of its feel
Its rush so magical
And yet so real
When will this wait be over
Or will times like these always hover
Blinded by hope i am still holding
This string that binds
Forever uncomplaining...

Special

There's somethin in your eyes
That makes me wanna lose myself
That makes me wanna lose myself
In your eyes
There's somethin in your voice
That makes my heart beat fast
God i hope this feelin lasts
For the rest of my life
And if you knew how much this moment means to me
And how long i've waited for your touch
And if you knew how happy
You are makin me feel
I never thought i'd love anyone so much...
It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
It feels like i'm already there where i came from
It feels like home to me
It feels like home to me
It feels like i'm always there where i belong....

Well...sometimes one can't find the right words to describe how one feels...
The mind just goes blank, vocabulary fails you..or maybe, just maybe this is 'that feeling' for which words are just not good enough...and then comes this song, that's says everything you've ever wanted to say to the 'that person...' It's as if it were written just for 'that moment'...just for that person..
What do you say then?? God bless the lyricist!!!!

rain

Its raining outside,
And you love the rain
Well so do i

Its an amazing feeling to get drenched
Under the warm trickles of water
With the sun shining above your head
And the clouds dancing afar...
The warm breeze gushing through your hair
Making it waver in all directions
Large drops of rain falling on your face
As you raise your head up high
With your mouth open
You drink from the sky
Not to quench your thirst
But to feel the freshness inside
The feel of drops bouncing of the surface of your skin
Is what i guess causes goosebumps?
Or is it the chill in the wind...
The green hue of the earth
Contrasting the grey in the sky
The fragrance of the mud
Soaking each drop
Gradually becoming the slush
In which toddlers play
Its beautiful to just sit by the sill
And watch the drops fall by
On the earth's surface
While drops fall from my eyes
Onto my cheeks and below
But instead it's always better
To stand outside and let them fall
Because then nobody'll know
Where it really is raining....!!!